Tuesday, May 27, 2008

blue


sometimes i just get sad.

ive been really busy, and there are so many good stories i could have told, but didn't. i promise to tell them later. but right now, i can't, im too sad.

least of my sorrows is that my washer is broken.
HA! one of the 6 times i use it in 9 months and it doesnt work.... figures.

i just really need some clean under roos :(


worst of my sorrows, nathan.

we're supposed to move in together soon.
nate, fran, and i.

but i just don't think he wants to. he says he does, but i don't think he does.
he just seems unintrested.
and i asked him to please move in at the beggining of May. He was done with school May 10, and i asked him to please move in with me then. but he didnt. He said it was because his mom needed help teaching her Sunday school classes... but, i said that's one day a week, go home saturday nights. we can both go! but he wouldn't.
so i asked him to please move in with me this week.i really needed (and still do) the help packing up and cleaning my apt. especially since i've been REALLY sick.
but he won't.
and now, i told him we got the OK from the new apt to move in friday... but he's talking about him moving in a week or two from then.

and i just feel like he's going to keep putting it off until something else comes up and he doesn't move in at all.
or worse, he moves in, but not because he wants to, just because he WANTS me to shut up about it, and he holds it against me and its awful.

ooo.
and my back hurts :(