Thursday, February 26, 2009

twist!

im sick.

sick sick sick.

i dont know why, my mom got that gay stomache bug on her way back from Florida, and i thought it was gone, but now i feel like a poopsicle. ew!
blugh blugh blugh.

tummy rumblings, head cloggings, 99* tempies... just plain ew.

so, nathan decided that we should see other people.
so, he's still my boyfriend, but i'm allowed to date other guys and he can date other girls.

ok, so we mutually agreed to do this.

im glad.
because im the only real girlfriend he's had, and so i would prefer if he experienced dating a couple other girls at least, that is if we were to get married, i would like that.

BECAUSE! i would hate to get married and then years later, have him wonder what i would have been like, and have an affair. its easier to just get this out of the way now.

and believe me. we shall.

so i fully intend on taking advantage of this, so i can get any doubt out of my mind as well.... or, i suppose, if it were the case, if im not supposed to be with nathan, i'll know that too!

wish me luck!

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